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Lumière Parfaite
For so long, life felt like an endless night — a sky unbroken, vast, and silent.Countless beautiful lights dotted the darkness, scattered like stars above frost-kissed forests. Each shone with its own glow, beautiful, yet none could pierce the night, none could turn it into day. I searched, reaching, hoping, to no avail. Then, a light burst forth, impossibly bright.A Virtuous star erupted, striking brighter than all the rest.Its warmth poured into the void, igniting the frozen shadows around me. It was perfection — a flawless, infinite brilliance, so profound it defied reason.As if the universe itself had opened, revealing a vérité that could not be explained, only felt. It…
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Canada 2018
A few photos from my incredible trip to Canada some time in November 2018. Where my mum and I finally got to visit my sister, her husband, and their son at their new home. The experience was amazing with such friendly people at every moment, a stark contrast from leaving Manchester Airport with staff screaming at everyone. I hope to visit again some day as it felt like home, only nicer! Exploring Pinawa We took a trip to Pinawa which was beautiful, however so cold I preferred to keep my hands warm rather than take many photos. Cocktails! I must admit one of my favourite things was going to a…
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Skill4ltu, Me & Twitch Moderating
“Good day fellas” – This is a brief history of my journey watching skill4ltu, my times being a moderator and beyond. My Twitch: RamesesNiblick3rd (It comes from the TV show Red Dwarf). Following since 2016 – Second subscriber – Ex moderator I want to make a disclaimer that all of the information is based on memory and my personal views so any dates or other information may not be factually correct. Non streamers usernames have also been replaced with aliases as a precaution they may not want to be mentioned. The Start – 2016 The journey for me started some time around mid 2016. I was somewhat new to Twitch…
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My Journey to Understanding Myself
I spent most of my life feeling like I don’t belong. Like I was living on a broken auto pilot, alone and barely getting by while everyone else seemed to be living. I told myself I was just different, a quiet person, a person who struggled because I wasn’t very good at things and slowly accepted my fate. It wasn’t until I reached my late 20’s and now my 30’s that I began to understand the real reasons behind it all. This is my story of finding the answers. The Quiet Kid in a Loud World My earliest memories of feeling different were simply just being shy in primary…
